It has always been my best interest to study human, their thoughts;
watch them, listen to their stories, understand to what intrigued them in life and what motivates them to live more as well as their intentions in how to spent their whole life.

It's fascinating to see even the slightest thing can cause ruckus and havoc to their emotions. Amped by various things, always full of curiosity, and huge desire to left behind a legacy.

All which leads to, the purpose of one's life. Finding their path to reach their set of goals; money, power, love, wisdom, peace, or whatever it is they're after. But does it exist really ? determined is one thing, greed is another. Enough, was never truly enough. It's like playing endless rounds of monopoly, the rich kept on going at it to accumulate their wealth and the poor trying to get by each and every rounds and let's just say, enriching their "value of life".

However, in the hustle and bustle of life's journey, interpersonal relationship intrigued me most. Human emotions are one wicked thing to go through, to reason with every thoughts is such hard work, not to mention consume a lot of energy and time. There are studies over studies and even lessons just to communicate well with others, as well as understanding gestures and habitual rhythm, therefore predict the opposites persons' action ahead of them.

Then there's the game of getting the opposite sex's attention. There's a scarcity of challenges in just normal greet; you like, me like, we fuck. It has to involve mind boggling series of pulling and pushing in open ended conversations, emotional play, word twisting, as well as durability which consumes time & energy. Imagine an eager vulture waiting patiently for their prey. Even, many magazines and self help books offers ways to catch the "fish".. Those so-called "gimmicks" and tricks accumulated and form a theory, not even conspiracy could comprise. Tested, approved and full on working at most cases, which then turn into means of occupation for some "enthusiast". An established "Pick-up Artist" acquired sex magnets charisma to their prey, although may appear sleazy to some, but mainly their sole purpose in life is to find extraordinaire challenges after challenges in "getting" their prey which then converted their actions into an endless source of relationship education. Understanding their opposite sex's pattern and twist it to their advantage, making themselves more unique and attractive. Then, they exhaust the emotional feelings of their prey, with a belief who comes on top of the food chain would rule their relationship's world, whilst the prey became an obedient tool at their disposal. However, isn't that tiring ? You've got to stay alert most of the time, not to disclose your real self and had to appear "artificially" genuine. All of those conquest will come into a platonic boredom and once again, they find themselves in the Savannah lurking in every corner for a new source of interest.

Me and my naive thought always consider, in a mutual relationship, there should be common attraction and endless conversation interesting enough to keep your brain stimulated, instead of a dull emotional draining moments that keep you on your toes every single minute of your life. Finding companions moreover, it has to balance itself on a plate, not too many, none to little. You can't put a theory onto practice and then forgetting yourself in the process. But i guess, as the ancient world revolving through time, all of those quality of life has now been slowly forgotten and replaced by a fully functional process "system" and quantifiable theory to measure the success rate of "How to get your bitch for Dummies", how to master the game or the art of seduction, along with steps and counter measure.

*sigh .. it's just sad really. You are either in the game or being toyed with. Then again, human, tend to survive. In this nasty confusion of mind wars, there are still genuine people out there, best of luck in finding one.



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Unable to keep
my eyes closed,
I found myself
floating,
drifting,
dancing
in a bright light..
-moonbleu-


Spectator
Has come to the darkside

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